Long Time No See
Hello there,
I know it's been a little while since I last made a post here, but I've been dealing with some issues and a problem that had been related to what I do for work.
At the end of September I ran into a problem that was related to my job and I got really stressed. We were dealing with Child Protective Services, I had to make a call for an ambulance because the child I watch full time is special needs and they had a seizure. Apparently in the report they tried to say I had medication lying around, but in reality I had two bottles sitting in front of the television and a bottle in the kitchen fridge. I knew as long as I kept those bottles were I could see them I was less likely to lose them, I'm quite forgetful.
Before that drama had happened I had been working on a draft related to a dating sim I had played. It's still currently sitting in my drafts. I do try to work on it when I can but I'm still trying to take my time with it so it's not rushed and a lot of thought is being put into it. I sometimes write off of the top of my head and for once I want a post I've written to make a lot more sense and be a little more lengthy.
Aside from all that, I was also dealing with some mental health problems. Because I was keeping myself locked up in the house all the time I was falling into depressive phases and the noise in my mind would get louder. I had myself at the point that I didn't like being alone in an empty house by myself. Since the mother of the child I watch is a store manager I am often having to work on days that I should have off. On days that I do get off, I was often sleeping 'til 6pm. Now that I cannot watch that child at my home anymore and am watching him at her apartment I have gotten a handle on my mental issues and have been controlling them a lot better than I was for the past three years.
I hope to make more posts soon. I have one sitting in my drafts I've been working on and is no where close to being done. But I will try to work on other things while I take my time with it.
See ya soon!
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